Don’t tell me I’m beautiful. I have already heard the word rubbed raw across the flesh of so many girls before me. Thrown at them like rocks that beat the skin of those we do not understand. “You are beautiful,” we yell with such contempt. “God dammit, why won’t you just believe me, you’re beautiful!” It is not a compliment. It is a victory march of your own self sacrifice. “You’re beautiful,” we say through gritted teeth. “You’re beautiful,” we spit out through tears, looking at a reflection we hate. “You’re beautiful,” we say, holding a body that has never felt the arms of another. “You’re beautiful.” Don’t tell me I’m beautiful. A word like that floats on the surface, give me something with depth. Tell me I’m intelligent. Tell me I’m courageous. Tell me that when I laugh the whole world smiles. Tell me that my voice is sweeter than strawberries. Remind me that my hands have helped flowers grow, painted the ocean, and captured the sky in my phone. Assure me that with a mind like mine, I can change the world. Don’t tell me I’m beautiful. I don’t really care if it’s true. I’ve spent years trying to convince myself that beauty goes through and through. Don’t tell me I’m beautiful. I’ve felt the word splatter against me enough for a lifetime. I am better than the “beautiful” that slips from your lips. I am the ocean, 36,000 feet deep. There are parts of me you have never seen. I am outer space, infinite in your search. I am not simply “beautiful.” I’m a fucking masterpiece.
― Unknown  (via spinals)

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Jul 30 23:16 with 11,827 notes

Could someone please be my vine buddy? My fiancé thinks they’re all stupid and he never laughs and I have like gold just waiting to be seen. UHG.

Jul 29 22:45 with 2 notes

I was really in need of a graphing calculator but I couldn’t afford one right now so Richards mom ordered a really great one on Amazon and is having it send to me! I’m literally so grateful to have such a wonderful soon to be mother in law. Ahhhhhhh!!!!!

Jul 29 22:13 with 1 note

risarei:

finishing a series but still being attached to the story and its characters

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